Kashen blogs: I Hate it but ..but i like it..wah..

..Many things comes in my mind specially when im not doing anything..

..for example im thinking of my love one specially the boy i love now, im thinking if hindi nya na ba ako mahal or what..?! then suddenly when bigla na lng ako maiiyak and saying na hindi ko dapat isipin ung mga ganong bagay coz its unfair.. specially now, d ko namn gusto mapalapit sa ibang boy but i cant help it coz i need friends.. accidentally same pa kmi ng situation now coz super busy din ng gf so hindi cla maxdo nagkakausap.. Ken is a sponsored student in st.scho.. nagkasundo kmi in many things but we limit na hanggang friends lng tlaga kmi coz comitted kmi sa ibng tao..but in school kala ng iba bf ko xa which is gsto ko nmn..coz many lesbian are around in school and nagpapramdam cla..har.. but hanggng fling lng xa tlaga...
..but now i have a really big problem coz sabi ni jason starting nextweek susunduin nya na me..>.<..i dnt know what to do now.. my head is aching....... hhhmmfff...... i hope they can be friends...har..

Haaayyy.. im totally blasted by this problems... take care guys...