UNBELIEVABLE! -PBBFG3 Big Winner

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Really, unbelievable. Hindi ako makapaniwala na ako ang magwawagi! Everybody is betting on Gee. Kahit ako, si Gee din ang gustong manalo. Pero since, masyadong matalino ang mga tao ngayon, kaya ako ang nanalo. Isang malaking aksidente.

Matagal kong pinangarap na makasali sa PBBFG, season 1 palang, nasusubaybayan ko na ito, hanggang sa nakita ko ang post ni BBK sa ABS-CBN Forums na open na ang applications for PBBFG Season 3. I tried, hindi naman ako umaasa na makukuha ako dito. Pero siguro, due to some accidental luck, nakuha ako ni BBK!

Madami talagang nangyari sa virtual house. Madami akong nakilalang mga tao sa bahay, puro sa chat nga lang at sa blog. Sana magkita-kita kaming 13! Sayang, hndi kami nagkaroon ng pagkakataong magkita kita sa totoong buhay!

During the start of the game, I was asking myself, sino-sino kaya ang makakasama ko? Maging close kaya kami? Puro kapamilya kaya sila? (jowk lang!) Matanggap kaya nila ako? At madami pang iba! At syempre, the actual day na pumasok kami, parang wow! Mababait naman pala sila, masayang kausap, pero syempre, merong paring konting pagka-ilang sa mga ka-VH ko!

ON THE ALLAINCE: Yung alliance namin ni Benj at Gee, biglaan lang nangyari yun, Benj asked me to join an alliance, and then, I've invited Gee to join us. There was a point na minsan nakasama din naming si Jinelle, but that was unofficially. At syempre, nandyan din ang informal alliance ni Gee at Rex! Kung hindi na-evict si Jin, siguro siya ang nakapasok sa Big 4, and not me! But anyway, nandyan na eh! Tapos na ang game!

ON THE ACTIVITIES: Medyo boring ang activities, at may mga suspension pa! Parang may kulang sa excitement. Pero I enjoyed kapag merong mga activities, like the PBB Game Ka Na Ba?, at yung mga reward challenge na may tatlong rounds,

ON THE IMMUNITY: Napag-usapan namin ni Gee na gamitin ang immunity sa 2nd to the last nomination, para makasigurado sa big 4. At obvious naman na hindi sumunod si Gee sa napag-usapan. Akala ko, after the votes was revealed, makakaroon ng malaking usapan about my use of immunity, well, as far as I know, wala naming nangyaring ganun. Pero malay ko, at feeling ko, I need to justify why I used my immunity.

I've used my immunity, kasi hindi ko panaman iyon nagamit at saying lang din kung hndi ko gagamitin. And besides, I am pretty confident na walang boboto sa akin sa nomination na iyon.

ON THE LAST VOTE: It was such a surprise to everybody that I had the lowest vote in the last nomination, which determined who will be the Big Winner. Everybody is rooting for Gee to be the Big Winner, kasama na ako dun! But then, the surprise vote was that of Benj's. Instead of voting for Gee, he voted for me, which became the deciding vote. I expected that Rex would vote the same way that I do. Gee, would of course, do the toss up between me and Benj.

Well, obviously, bumoto si Benj sa pag-iisip na siya ang makakakuha ng least votes, dahil sa contradicting votes na mangyayari between the the other three. But sadly and surprisingly, it didn't worked out.

When I first read the last vote, parang tumatalon ang puso ko palabas sa aking dibdib, dahil sa sobrang gulat at kaba! Iniisip ko, bakit ako, bakit ganun, bakit hndi si Gee? Madaming tanong, madaming bkit!

TO MY CO-VH:
Ate Ann, salamat sa lahat ng time na na-spend natin sa chat. At ang Adobo natin, hndi ko pa natatapos, ano ba yan! Pero salamat sa lahat! Alam kong ikaw ang ibinoto ko sa last nomination, but that was purely strategical vote.

Kuya Ben, kahit isang lingo ka lang sa bahay, salamat dahil at least once, nakapag-usap tayo sa conference chat. Hmmmm…. Sana lang makapag-usap pa din tayo!

Cathe, isang beses lang ang ating pag-uusap, at yun ay dahil sa activity 1. At kahit hindi talaga tayo magkakilala on the personal level, you gave me your consent to know something about you. And for that I thank you!

Daryll, sayang, kasi hndi man lang kita naka-usap, mukhang ok ka pa naman! Good Luck!

Emjheiy, the No. 1 GEENELLE fan, I think, hndi rin yata tayo nakapag-usap, except sa conference chats ni BBK, pero I know that you are a good person! Good Luck!

Ate Jamilla, ang hindi ko makalimutan sa iyo, ate ay ang iyong webcam na shinare mo sa akin at kay Gee. That was so good for you! At yung pagiging caring mo sa amin sa mga chats at mga activities natin. But unfortunately, siguro ate, yung iyong plead for us not to vote you have changed the game play. Pero thank you for everything!

Jinelle, saying, you could end up to be the 4th member of our alliance, if you had just got through that nomination and eviction. Salamat sa mga pag-uusap, at sana matuloy yung balak natin na makagimik naman tayo sa mga bars ng sama-sama! (but I think we can still do it – You, me and Gee, if Benj and other co-VH wants to go, edi sama din sila!)

Kashen, one of the most beautiful VH ever played sa PBBFG, sayang, kasi hndi tayo nakapag-usap sa chat or thru messages!

Kristin, unang natanggal dahil sa inactivity, I think she didn't had the time and leisure that the game requires.

Macky! Thank you for continuously saving me, until you exited! You stupid! Bakit ka umalis? We should be friends by now! But hey! Thank you very much! Its was such a disappointment for us!

Ron, hmm, again, hndi rin tayo nakapag-usap except sa conference call ni BBK! But thanks!

Wow, ngayon ko lang nalaman na halos lahat pala ay hndi ko pala naka-usap, o madalang kong kausapin, except kay Gee na "super friend" ng lahat!

NOW FOR MY CO-BIG FOUR:
Benj, first of all, salamat sa iyong tiwala, at ako ang iyong nilapitan sa pagtatayo ng isang alliance dito. Sorry, dahil hndi ikaw ang aking ibinoto as the Big Winner, dahil iyon sa mas ginusto mong maging Big Winner, kesa sa magkaroon ng mga bagong kaibigan. You said "I didnt build friendships with anyone but I made sure that Gee and Charles would be close", and that's how you loose the game ball.

Rex, sorry dahil nagkabanggaan tayo sa last week natin, salamat sa pagpapatawad mo sa aking mga sinabi against you, at salamat dahil hindi mo ako binigyan ng +2 evicting points. Sana magkaroon tayo ng pagakakataon na magkapag-kita, o kaya naman, mas mabuti pa, kung magkakaroon tayo ng pagkakataong magkita sa totoong mundo.

Gee, IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOU! Pero thank you pa din sa time, trust, friendship, and fun that we have shared. I would just make this small, because I know that words can't say it all. Again, THANK YOU!

AND TO BBK:
Thank you dahil pinili mo akong maglaro. I hope that this wouldn't be my last post sa VHouse, but not for the next season!

LESSON LEARNED:
Everybody has potentials; everybody has something that the others do not have. It was just how you play the game and use your potentials to the maximum. In that way, they can have the game ball, control the game the way you wanted it.

LAST WORDS.
100 Days. 13 Virtual Housemates. 1 Virtual House. 1 Big Bad Kuya.

I am sorry, that I did not participate well, but I know that I blogged more than enough! I cant wait for the All-Star Season, and for the Season 4. All I can say is: Thank you!