DAY FORTY-NINE
Rex blogs: Teardrop moment

For the second Saturday, I'm at my organizations College Entrance Exam Review for Kapampangan 4th year high school students. Anyway, me and some of my orgmates were seated on a table and we were having fun making fun at one orgmate's past lovelives. As always when it comes to these things, I was the driver of the conversation because I'm supposed to have this 'power' to make people tell, haha! Then, I received an overseas text from my Mama.

(Translated version from Kapampangan)
Are you home? Musta school? Natuloy na ba yung test mo? How is it? Eto, kararating lang namin ni Papa from Hawar. Nadatnan namin sa doorstep yung letter (I mailed my blog for him for Father's Day last month, haha! Di kasi marunong mag-internet si Papa eh! Haha!) mo for Papa. Ako nagbukas tapos binigay ko sa kanya. Pagkatapos niya itong binasa, sumandal siya at tumingala. Nakita kong namumula ang mga mata niya. Siguro, nasundot siya sa puso. He later told me to text you (nga pala, hindi rin siya marunong magtext! Haha! Haay, I so love my Papa, hehe) to thank you for your makabagbag-pusong blog. Tapos binasa ko rin siya, at na-touch din ako. Alam mo naman ako..

Wala lang. One moment, tawa ako nang tawa, tapos nung mabasa ko yung text, naalala ko ang aking ama at ako'y napa-watery eyes, haha! Hmm, maitext nga siya, mag-rerequest ako ng bagong cellphone, habang fresh pa ang kanyang pagka-touched, haha! =p

Top Updaters Reward

Charles, Gee, Rex and Ron were the top updaters for this week. They get -2 reward points each.

Kashen, Jinelle, Emjheiy and Jamila updated once or twice this week. No updates from Ann, Benj and Macky.

Charles blogs: Triple Celebration

Saturday was our family reunion, if you can call it one, since almost everybody in the family showed up. And the celebration is because of 3 reasons: Mama Che’s 40th birthday, Daddy Rolly’s despida party, and Tita Winnie’s and Tita Mila’s departure, all in one day!

Everybody showed up, everybody shared stories, talk much about what’s happening in their lives, and reminising their past! Ewww, that’s what the oldies always do, reminice their past! Hehehe, anyway, I remember the movie Kung Ako Na Lang Sana, starring Sharon Cuneta and Aga Mulach, wherein they had reunion for the oldies… Hehehe, such old times were precious.

So Tita Baby showed up with daugther Thea, Mommy Lisa and sons Gio and Gelo, Mama Che and Tito Joey with Andrei, JD and Myka, Tito Buboy and Tita Tess with Ate Ria. Almost everybody, as I say.

Sunday, its double event again with Family Outing in Subic, sadly I wont be going out, since I need to make my Lesson Plans and PBBFG’s 3rd Eviction, I dread, who will be evicted, I hope Im not!.

On Monday, its double event, President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo’s 2006 SONA and 2006 Ms. Universe Beauty Pageant. As part of the activity for Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game 3, I placed bets on those two events, and again, I dread on the upcoming result! Aaaarrrggg!

Come this monday, it will be my first observation with Dr. Evangeline Martin, my Cooperating Teacher. Im so nervous, I need to make my materials and visual aids now! bye bye! Caio!

Hay! -Charles

Nakakatamad magsulat sa blog, wala naman akong masulat eh! pero siguro, ill be posting one of my lesson plans and some pictures para makita nyo naman ang ginagawa ko!

hehehe

Nomination Update:
all VHs have voted
1 ballot is invalid

DAY FORTY-NINE
World peace! -Jinelle

Kamusta naman at ang hirap ng next activities.. miss universe?? hahaha! ndi ako nanonood ng ganun! sona?? kakaantok! haha gudluck nalang sakin sana tumama mga hula ko sa mga choices!

Gee blogs: Huh??? What's wrong???

One lang class ko (Psych 101 lang)... Nice, I had time to rest (after what happened yesterday... haha!).

Well, earlier this day, nakasabay ko sa jeepney yung former classmate and friend ko sa LCC, c Mela... And she gave me a very SHOCKING news. I wont state her name but our close friend sa LCC, a very timid, I can say passive and "innocent-like" girl is 4th months preggy. I can't believe it...

I remember, I have a classmate nung 1st year HS ako who's exactly like that. Ako pa nga yung nagturo sa kanya ng meaning ng BJ, SP, SOP and a lot more... haha! And guess what, may baby na siya! And that girl in LCC, she's REALLY innocent din (or churva lang un? hehe)... What I'm trying to say is, mas marami pa akong alam sa kanila (dati!) but look! Napag-iiwanan na ba ako ng panahon?... (yay!) Joke lang! Wala akong balak ha!!! hahahaha!

Anyway, I don't know why I feel sad today... It's 10:14pm... The day is almost over and nothing/ no one made my day... Geeeesssshhhh... Well if I have to choose between a very stressful day and a NOTHING-TO-DO day,,, dun na ako sa stressful. At least may napapala ako and I have something to write in my blog. Lolz!

Well I really want to write here kahit wala akong masabi... I'm lonely! Oh why??? I don't know! Dayum, is this normal??? You know, I'm not that affected naman w/ the preggy issues stated above, wala namang nangyari na dapat kong ika-sad kanina or even yesterday (except for that damn report... na na-overcome ko naman nah)... I don't think I miss someone naman (hmmmm... maybe!) but is that enough para maging sad ako ng ganito? Hindi naman ako nagpaparami ng entries... I just wanna burst my sadness. Actually, I tried to write a poem (kahit short lang...) but walang pumapasok sa mind ko...

Errrrrr... wala lang,,, just forget about it! THIS ENTRY IS SUCH A TRASH!

And another thing,,,, feeling ko, I'm a SUPER BAD GIRL. MEAN or BAD, whatever! basta... ang bad ko!

itigil na 2!

+25 penalty points or higher (?) -Gee

Haha... Actually, I hate BETS kasi I'm not good at predicting stuffs. Tangertz ako pandating dun... hehehe... Oh well, I'm expecting to get high penalty points na. Goodluck na lang sakin and I wish hindi ako ma-evict because of this.( yay! may 3rd eviction pa pla...)

And goodluck din sa ating lahat!!!

Hmmmmm... about the 3rd eviction,,, goodluck ulit sa atin.

Betting Games for next week

All VHs are required to participate in the 2 betting games. Failure to submit your bets will mean a 30 penalty points (15 penalty points per betting game). There are 2 games:

1) Miss Universe 2006 - Choose 20 delagates who will make it to the Top 20. One reward point per correct answer. One penalty point per wrong answer.

2) GMA's SONA - Guess the total number of applause and ovation during GMA's speech. Choose: A) 20 applause and below, B) 21 - 25 applause, C) 26 -30 applause, D) 31 - 35 appluse, E) 36 - 40 applause, or F) 40 applause and above. Five reward points each for VHs with correct answer. Five penalty points each for VHs with correct answer.

Bonus: VH/s who can guess the exact number of ovation get/s -5 reward points. Applause and ovation count shall be based on INQ7 report.

The two events will happen on Monday, July 24. All bets must be in on Sunday, July 23. Goodluck!

Rex blogs: The S-word

I'm sure that when someone says the F-word, you know which word that person was referring to. It's widely accepted to be a very vulgar word, especially not suitable for children, right? So we just retain the first letter and scratch everything else whenever we have to mention it.

We are not supposed to use these words, but we always utter them anyway. F*ck.. sh*t.. bullsh*t.. p*ta.. g*go. Haha! I for one sometimes use the word sh*t or d*mn just for expression. It's not like I would shout at somebody who pissed me, "G*go ka!" I find it amusingly ironic that we don't always use the words / phrases that we are supposed to say all the time. I love you.. thanks.. I miss you.. sorry. In fact, it's so easy to say the vulgar words but it always takes so much for us to say the well-meaning ones. Think about it -- you can easily curse your anger away, but you can't even tell a loved one how much they mean to you without summoning enough courage to get over the awkwardness and mushiness of the situation.

Just recently, someone who used to be a good friend said the sorry to me. And damn! It feels so good and vindicating! Haha! It's amazing how one word could affect your whole day on a positively weird manner. You see, I didn't expect it at all. After waiting for months on end for it, I have accepted that it will never come. After the hearing the s-word, I entered into a state of shock. I was trying to grasp the gravity of what just happened.

As Blue and Elton John used to sing, sorry seems to be the hardest word. And I so agree. It takes so much humility, pride, courage, maturity and strong sense of what is right to be able to say sorry to someone you've offended big time. And for what happened, I now have a renewed respect for this old friend of mine. His apology was actually so late that I actually felt there was no need anymore -- I have decided to put the issue behind me long ago. I'm actually wondering and suspicious of the timing, haha! I mean come on! Kahit kayo naman magtataka diba, bakit ngayon lang? What made him do it all this time!

Whatever his reasons are, I'm glad nevertheless that he finally found his balls to do it. I knew it, some boys will grow into men eventually.

Been sick... -Emjheiy

Been sick for a couple of days, kaya hindi ako nakapag-online. lintik na trankaso ito. harhar sorry! missed chatting with my co-VH lalo na kay GEE harhar
i visit the site ngayon ngayon lang, and i read about gee-jinelle EB wow naman! ibang level na yata ang GEENELLE loveteam ha! harhar but im happy for you guys lalo na kay gee harhar miss you GEE!!

Naka-chat ko na pala si jamila nice chatting with you harhar

......smile and keep healthy guys

DAY FORTY-SIX
Gee blogs: LRT2 + UBELT + DIFFERENT STUDENTS = Reminiscing!

Jhoye, Rachel and I (groupm8s kmi! astig dba? hehe) went to University of the East for our E-lib Evaluation (LIS 160). I woke up as early as 6:00am (haha, early na siya promise...) and I left sa house, mga 7:45am....

LRT2, I'm back!!!!

Yeah! Call me pathetic and I don't care! I really miss it. Haha!

The NEVER-ENDING LINES for TICKETS, Purple everywhere, Supah strict LADY GUARDS, VOICES inside the train, the YELLOW LANE, and The TRAIN itself containing mostly student passengers from different schools....

I remember, when I was studying at LA Consolacion College Manila, I was really annoyed by SOME students studying in these Universities/Colleges:

SANBEDA COLLEGE - because I heard a bunch of BEDANS who called LCCIANS as BEACHES! and
ST. PAUL UNIVERSITY - because some of them were sooo boastful, and sooo maarte (as in wala na sa lugar).

Sabi ko nga before, If ever na makakapasok ako sa U.P., I'll ride ulit sa LRT2 and I'll wear my ID LACE and if ever na makakasabay ko yung PARTICULAR peepz na yun, tatabihan ko talaga yung mga mayayabang na yun! Haha!

But, wala lang... Di ko siya ginawa kanina (eventhough may namukhaan akong BEDAN...). One of the IMPORTANT things I learned from U.P. is to be openminded! haha! PERIOD! and another reason why I'm still irritated by BEDANS? secret! wahaha...

Anyway, for the first time, I arrived on time! Nasa UE na ako ng 9:00am and wala pa sila... I think mga 20 minutes akong naghintay sa MCDONALDS pero okay lang! Haha... then ayun, three na kami! We immediately rushed to their gate kaya lang di kinaya ng CHARM ko yung guards kasi kahit anong explain and pagmamakaawa ko, ayaw kaming papasukin. EH KUNG NILALAGAY BA NAMAN NILA SA WEBSITE NILA THAT THEY DON'T ALLOW VISITORS TO USE THEIR LIBRARY DURING THEIR EXAM WEEKS and KUNG MAY SILBE BA NAMAN YUNG PHONE NILA, walang tangang Jhoye , Chel and Geexie na pupunta dun. HAHA! And pinaghintay pa nila kami sa Director nila... Finally, pinapasok kami and pagdating sa lib nila, dayum! we heard the same message: SORRY BUT WE DO NOT ENTERTAIN VISITORS DURING THEIR EXAM WEEK. Badtrip! Ang labo! Waste of time! Patay kami!

Oh well, while we were waiting for their Director, tumambay muna kami sa Mcdo and I sent Jinelle (VH) a text message( "Badtrip di kami pinapasok... blablabla") and malapit na pala yung break nila so we decided to meet (sa Jollibee) hehe kaya lang na shy ako sa kanya eh! haha! Well anyway, we greeted and each other naman. And gosh, his smile reminds me of my Higschool ClassMate (loveteam daw! haha); si Christopher Kim de Guzman na natsi-tsismis na BUMIGAY NA DAW (ei, is that true?). Then nung bumalik kami sa University nila, dapat we'll meet naman dun malapit sa lib. kaya lang malapit na kami sa gate the moment I received his message. Sayang! Hehe...

Well well well, how's our report nah? It's very depressing, infairness. So we took the risk nah. We chose another University that has E-lib (dayum!). Sana wala pang naka-assign sa FEU.

FEU.. hehe, for the second time, nakarating ulit ako dun! And kakabadtrip si Chel... Nilalaglag ba naman ako sa mga students dun (nilait ko kasi before yung PE uniform nila. I said MUKHA SILANG MANGGA. haha). Sabi ba naman niya nung nakikipag usap ako sa mga students dun " Mukha pala silang mangga ha!". hehe.. buti di nila na-getz.

Oh well, bumalik na ako sa UP for our film showing (Pagdating sa Dulo) which is, waaah! Ok lng siya, panira lang yung ending. Hehe... Badtrip! Di ako naka-attend ng PE class ko (DUCKPIN) Arrrgggg... i have to wait for one week again para masilayan ang LANE 8 CUTIES... hihihi...

So, a very long day for me? Not really! Actually nabitin ako kasi I really want to tour my groupmates sa U-BELT (tour talaga,,, haha!). I want to show them the my memorable places there and kung san ako nagbubulakbol nun. hahaha... Infairness, nakaka-miss ang U-BELT, super!

Well, that's it!

**PIC OFTHE DAY:
Us in MCDONALDS... We're Half Crazy! hahaha...

itigil na 2!

Jinelle blogs: Preliminaries..

Ilang days nalang.. exams na.. ang bilis ng panahon.. parang kelan lang.. nag eenrol pa lang ako.. parang kelan lang nag tratraining pa ako ng sayaw for the opening of the uaap.. ngaun parating na exams. nakakamiss din palang hindi mag training ng sayaw.. nakakamiss din mapagalitan at masigawan.. nakakamiss malate pag magtraining na ng 1pm sa gym5.. nakakamiss mag yosi pag break time sa sayaw.. nakakamiss makipagkulitan sa mga co-trainess kong abnormal.. nakakamiss makipag unahan sa pila pag anjan na ung merienda.. nakakamiss makipag unahan sa pila pag magrerefill ng tubig sa fountain. nakakamiss makipagkwentuhan habang nag wawarm-up.. nakakamiss tlaga laht lahat ng ginagawa namin everyday pag mag tratraining.. pero too bad its over.. pero lahat ng bagay may katapusan.. kaya ayun.. weve gone our separate ways na.. ung iba kinarir ang pagsayaw pero ako ndi na... mahirap sa sched eh.. ayun.. tapos ngaun exams are approaching.. sana lang.. wala akong mabagsak!

I met gee kanina -Jinelle

Elo!! i met gee kanina at our school.. she textd me that she was at our school.. may research yata cla or something. tapos ayun nag kahiyaan pa hehee.. ndi rin nagtagal kasi may class din ako eh.. pero she told me na babalik daw cya.. ayun.. see you ulit soon gee!


Nag-meet kami -Gee

Oh well, we went to UE for our E-lib assignment (LIS160) and I txted him and he said "wanna meet?" and nag-meet kami kaya lang pa-shy effect pa kami! haha. may kasama kasi xa and ako rin, and mejo busy kami... and yun nga, nung pinapasok na kami sa LIB ng UE (na malapit sa room nila), sabi niya daan muna ako dun. dadaan din sana ako kaya lang medyo nabadtrip na kame sa librarian and sa mga staffs nila ang MAGULO so bumaba na kami agad and dun ko lang narecieve kasi yung message nia. so maybe next time na lang.... hehe, see you soon jinelle =p!!!

Ron blogs: Brought into "Reality TV"

"The tribe has spoken.."
"You are evicted from the house!"
"America, you voted...."
"You're the first person to arrive..."
Whew! I haven't been able to blog about my favorite reality TV shows before.

At the top of my list is Survivor, the first and by far the most successful reality TV show ever! This is where all the voting off/elimination stuffs started. It has achieved 12 top-rated seasons and this fall(September),its 13th season will push through. I just can't wait for its next season because it will be set in the Cook Islands. The host(Jeff Probst) revealed that the "Exile Island" twist will be brought back.To be honest with you, I don't find that exciting at all because I think leaving a castaway in an island alone is no entertainment. But according to Jeff, twists that haven't been done before will happen this season. I tried to search all the survivor fan sites I know for a possible spoiler of these twists but just got unlucky! I wish this season will have a wonderful cast though.


Who could ever forget BigBrother?! I am talking about Big Brother US and of course, Pinoy Big Brother. Big Brother US has finally come up with its AllStar Edition. Unfortunately folks, we won't be able to catch this in the Philippines because we have our own BB version here. Well as of this writing, BB AllStars already started. And its first casualty is Allison, the same bitch who joined The Amazing Race 5. Well, the show is gonna be really exciting! On the other hand, the second season of Pinoy Big Brother is coming very soon. I don't really know when will it start so if someone knows pls update me.

Up next is the American Idol. It has been my all-time favorite talent-search reality TV whatnot! I am a big Simon Cowell fan! I am a big Ryan Seacrest fan! I am a big Clay Aiken fan! I am a big Fantasia Barrino fan! I am a big Bo Bice fan! So what does that tell you? Hehe. I am simply hooked to American Idol. I can't express it enough! The Idol fever carries on because Philippine Idol is coming! I don't know how much will I like it but sure thing is, I'm gonna give it a chance. I am gonna watch it!

My list would not be complete without the Amazing Race! Well we cannot ever forget all the interesting destinations, the pitstops, the roadblocks and the detours. I enjoyed watching every episode of the Amazing Race especially that one in Manila and Palawan. I think it was Linda and Karen that have been eliminated here.. Well its recently concluded season was the ninth season where the geeks BJ and Tyler won! I heard about the Amazing Race Asia by AXN. Will this still go through or not anymore? Anyone??!!

I have more reality TV shows to talk about but my fingers are just weary to type in more words..LOL.. Until then!

"Double your Vote"

Two VHs will have a chance to double their nomination points.

Thru Friendster, VHs should send a message with a subject "Double your Vote" which contains "Forward to another VH" plus the sender's message (optional) to one Virtual Housemate who is still playing. Receiver of the "Double your Vote" message [1st receiver] may forward the message to ONE in-vhouse VH or just ignore it. Once a VH [6th-10th receiver] has received a fowarded message which had been forwarded to at least six (6) different VHs or to all VHs, he/she may forward the message to BBK on/before 6:00PM Sunday, July 23.

The points assigned by the original sender of the message and the last forwarder (VH who forwarded the message to BBK) in the 3rd Nomination will be doubled.

3rd Nomination starts

Nomination runs from Wednesday (12:01am) until Saturday (11:59pm). Each VH must submit his/her ballot with explanation why he/she votes against and for a particular VH. VHs who failed to nominate before the deadline shall automatically receive 5 point "to evict" votes.

A new codename is needed for every Nomination. Choosing nominees through lottery is prohibited.

The announcement of the results of the nomination (the Eviction) is on Sunday 6PM.

DAY FORTY-FIVE
Charles blogs: My No. 1’s

Being Number 1 is a tough job! Someone or something will put out their greatest effort to keep it out of you, its pretty hard job being at Number 1!

And so I’ve kept a list of things that is still at Number 1 for me!:

1. The TV Ratings Discussion Thread (formerly Official TV Rratings Thread) at the ABS-CBN Forums! With an amazing 40,917 (as of July 18, 2006 at 5:08pm), that’s 9.35% of the TVRD post! And I am still enjoying my posting at ABS-CBN forums, so I know, it’ll be more!

2. ABS-CBN Kapamilya Channel 2. Despite the ratings (which most of us believed its padded), despite all the shortcomings of ABS-CBN and all the tragedies and problems it encounters everyday, it still reigns as the Number 1 Network in the Philippines (especially for me!)

3. Dahil Ikaw by SugarFree. Ah, I love this song! Since I first heard it till now, I wouldnt miss a chance to hear it from the radio and TV. Sadly, it was temporarily replaced by Kung Malaya Lang Ako by Kris Lawrence as the Sub-Theme Song of Sa Piling Mo.

4. And speaking of Sa Piling Mo, it still reigns as the No. 1 Teleserye in the Philippines! With its unique plot and good actors, it is a series that you wouldnt want to miss an episode! (And if you do, I’ll say, your stupid! - joke!)

5. I Love ….. Jasmin? Yup! I love Jasmin of My Girl! It now tops my favorite Koreanovela, replacing Only You which is now at No. 2, followed by Princess Lulu at No. 3

6. Harry Potter. My favorite book of all time. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. It is my favorite book if you rank all the HP books.

7. X-Men 3. My No. 1 movie of the year 2006!

and lastly…

8. My Crush… I wouldnt tell, coz I know she reads this blog!

So… I’ll keep you posted later!

hihihi -Gee

bbk, but di po naka-post sa mainblog yung BLIND ITEM entry ko sa blog ko? hehe.. la lng, may VH kasi dun eh... hihihi

Gee blogs: "CLOSER" and The "S" Word... haha!

Yeah, Right... this is It! It actually appeared in my dreams last night! What the HECK is the fcuking reason why those DACKABLE gals were teasing me to that hmmm (I can say...) GOODLOOKING guy who happens to be my one of my ex's LOOK-A-LIKE..... Waaaahhhh... ayan tuloy, I'm beginning to like him nah... And parang gusto ko nang mag LIS 62 forever because of him... Errrr! Kasi naman eh...

"The closer I get to touching you...
the closer I get to loving you...
give me time just a little more time
we'll be together..."

Well, I really loved that song but that was before! Errr... Iyon lang naman yung palaging kinakanta nina Jhoye and Chel whenever that guy is near and, dayum, it's sooo irritating! Nakaka-LSS siya and guess what, I heard that song singing by other unknown peepz thrice. Pang-asar! Yeeeee!!!!

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Oh well, I think this day must be named "THE S DAY". lolz!

First, I heard 2 freshies chatting and it goes a little something like this

girl1: Hay naku, alam mo ba, masaya daw ang PANPIL19!
girl2: OO nga eh. Pati daw yung SOCSCI 3, the best!
girl1: Ano kayang pinagkaiba nun noh?
girl2: Ay basta, kukunin natin yung dalawang yun next sem hah, sabay!

...HAHAHAHA! Goodluck na lang sa inyo kung makuha niyong sabay iyon.

For your information guys, here are the descriptions of those GE subjects:

PANPIL19 = Panitikan, Kasarian at Sekswalidad
SOCSCI3= Exploring Gender and Sexuality

Astig diba? Mahilig na pala sa Sex Education ang mga freshies. Haha. Just like me a year ago. While I was browsing the FRESHMAN SURVIVAL KIT and saw the list of GE subjects, SOCSCI3 really caught my attention. Sinabi ko rin sa sarili ko na balang araw ay dapat kong makuha ang subject na iyon and it happened. I took it last sem and I was one of the blessed SEXUALITY KIDS of MR. ERIC MANALASTAS, kaya lang he's not teaching that subject na kasi wala na siya sa Philippines (too bad, di naabutan ng iba). And we're the pioneer section daw. Haha! Cool!

Anyway, I'm taking PANPIL 19 now which I think is less interesting than SOCSCI3 (or naumay lang ako sa SEX TOPICS? hehe). Oh well, there's a student that differentiated the two subjects like this: "Ang SEX sa PANPIL19 ay pinag-uusapan at ang SEX sa SOCSCI3 ay pinagaaralan". haha! Whatever!

Eneweiz, lulubos-lubusin ko nah! I'm planning to take ANTHRO187 which is SEX AND CULTURE! hahahah...

For the second Scenario, kanina sa tambayan, Jhoye, Rachelle, Hershey, Kelvs and I were having an INTIMATE GIRLTALK that eventually lead into that S topic. Haha! Si Kelvs pa-innocent effect pa! While Hershey is improving! Infairness padami ng padami ang kanyang knowledge. And for the Tres marias? Haha! DECHEYM PARIN! lolz!

And then, may continuation pa yan w/ Ate Rizza. Kaya lang, two na lang kaming naguusap and I learned a alot about myself... SECRET! haha!

Then bumalik na naman sa "The Closer I Get Topic!". Dayum! Nakakahiya! Feeling ko taken na yun eh... Haha!

Basta, mga dude, seryoso... TAMA NA, PLEASE! hehehe... Love ko naman kayo eh... ;)

So that's it !!!

itigil na 2!!!!

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W8! I just received a txt message from Jhoye:

"Uy gee, d2 ko
ngaun sa sm..Nkta q c
kmukha ng x mo...
Kumkain s pancakehouse..
kasama gf nia ata un... Dangit itsura!
Wlangwala seo! hehe"

Sender:
Jhoye Manahan
+63906---**++

Sent:
08:43:55pm
18-07-2006


Hmmm... what can I say? It's a big OUCH! But at the same time, thanks Jhoye for the message... haha... Dangit ba? kaw naman, I know ayaw mo lang ako ma-hurt! niyahahah! But anyways, siguro naman titigil ka nah? haha!

So, I guess the "CLOSER" story is now closing... Wow naman! What a nice One-day love! haha... AT AYAN, WALA NA NAMAN AKONG CRUSH! BWAHAHAHA....

that's it! itigil na 2!

This week is a "No Activity Wek"! -Charles

I wonder why? But hey, Im not complaining! Its good, since I need to keep up with my lessons and plans for the week!

Bakit kaya? Baka busy din si BBK sa kanyang studies o sa work! I dont know, o baka naman, sira ang PC ni BBK, hmmm... nakakapagtaka!

And what the heck!

May penalty points ako for not upadating my diary! huhuhu... eh, parang wala din naman akong isusulat dito eh, kasi nasa blog ko na din! Anyway, eto pala, isinusulat ko! hehehe... so stupid of me!

Ill update nalang next time!

Rex blogs: Blogs Galore! 9

SIR REX
Since grade school, I have been often teased for having a name that is one syllable short of sharing a name with one of the most famous sex writer in the Philippines. "Sir Rex! Sir Rex", my pervert classmates would call me. Yep, they were perverts for me, haha! Come on! How could a grade school student be familiar with a famous sex writer if you weren't, right? Well, our Araling Panlipunan teacher are partially to be blamed, haha! They were the ones who required us to bring Filipino newspapers to school. But at that time, there was no decent newspaper printed in Filipino. Abante and Bulgar were the usual suspects. Xerex was on Abante and the author of Totoy Mola was (wait, should I use the past tense? Baka kasi up to now ay hindi pa tapos ang story. I happened to read its 1st four 'episodes' because of this news reading exercise we had for AP, haha!) Bulgar.

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CAREER PATH TESTS
If you were the unsure type back in 4th year high school, you must be very familiar with personality or career tests. You know, they're the tests you take in order to help you decide on what career you'll choose to pursue in college. Well, good thing Ms Tua, our high school guidance counselor was very helpful. She annually held series of career talks for us seniors. She also made us take a number personality tests. Back in HS senior year, it was a time when I was just starting to surf the internet, so I was obviously so amazed of these online personality tests. Even though I was so sure that Computer Engineering / Information Technology was what I wanted to take, I was curious so I took a test that would tell me what career path I should take.

The result? It said that I should either be a social worker or a college professor! Bwahaha! I just laughed the results of, haha! There was no way I would rethink my college application forms. =p

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PINOY TOP BLOGGER
So what's up with all this crap about me being a 'teacher'? Well, don't get me wrong, I have absolute respect for teachers. It's just that I couldn't imagine myself being a teacher. Back in high school, I didn't have the homey, humble and approachable aura that I believe teachers should have.

I did sign up for Cathecism at school, though. But the only reason I signed up was because all the honor students (actually, pati yung mga epal lang talaga, hehe) were also signing up. I didn't want to be left out on the extra-co-curricular grade (yeah, I must admit, I was that grade-conscious back then, =p). I did enjoy the sessions with the public elementary students. There were some naughty ones, but the cute, eager and enthusiastic ones more than make up for them.

Last Saturday, I was the English Instructor / Reviewer at our org's College Entrance Exam Review (CEER). Imagine, I received the same certificate and ate the same free lunch with the other instructors / reviewers who had various awards and experiences on their belts! The credentials they announced when they introduced me sure wasn't at par with the others, haha! =P

*Senior Computer Engineering student
*President, UP Aguman, AY 2003-2004
*EIC, Aslag, AY 2002-2003 to AY 2004-2005
*One of the Top 150 Filipino bloggers in the world

The 'awww' from the 4th year kids came after the 4th piece of information, haha! Anyabang ko eh no? You must be thinking, "instructor nga, delayed naman!" haha!

I'm currently #145 on Pinoy Top Blogs and #72 on Pinoy Top 100, that's why I was able to proclaim that I'm "one of the Top 150 Filipino bloggers in the world". Kayo naman, pagbigyan niyo na ako. =p

I actually enjoyed it! I liked the feeling when kids look at you, listen to what you have to say, wanting to learn. Now I know where the 'college professor' bit back in high school came from. =p

Kashen blogs: I Hate it but ..but i like it..wah..

..Many things comes in my mind specially when im not doing anything..

..for example im thinking of my love one specially the boy i love now, im thinking if hindi nya na ba ako mahal or what..?! then suddenly when bigla na lng ako maiiyak and saying na hindi ko dapat isipin ung mga ganong bagay coz its unfair.. specially now, d ko namn gusto mapalapit sa ibang boy but i cant help it coz i need friends.. accidentally same pa kmi ng situation now coz super busy din ng gf so hindi cla maxdo nagkakausap.. Ken is a sponsored student in st.scho.. nagkasundo kmi in many things but we limit na hanggang friends lng tlaga kmi coz comitted kmi sa ibng tao..but in school kala ng iba bf ko xa which is gsto ko nmn..coz many lesbian are around in school and nagpapramdam cla..har.. but hanggng fling lng xa tlaga...
..but now i have a really big problem coz sabi ni jason starting nextweek susunduin nya na me..>.<..i dnt know what to do now.. my head is aching....... hhhmmfff...... i hope they can be friends...har..

Haaayyy.. im totally blasted by this problems... take care guys...

CoMp LaB tImE... -Kashen

Gosh..thnx anyweiz cl nmin now nagkatime me magsulat sa diary in pbbfg.. its really cold ir.. ..my monday is not that good.. ..but ok lng coz may chance pa nmn me to deal with that..

..wala pla activity this week but need namn updated ang blogs and diary...hmf..

..i think if cathe is still in the game..d xa loose in this activity..lolx..

..tc to ol my co-vhs..!! mwah !!

DAY FORTY-FOUR
Why? -Gee

Eneiweiz, BBK made his decision already (kahit magprotesta pa ako, wala naman ng mangyayari... hehe)... sige naman po... kahit special task na lng po... plssss.... hehehe...

Bat ganun? errrrrrr...

Oh well, galingan na lang natin sa pagpost sa ating blogs and diary... haha!

Gee blogs: This Day is... Errr....

This day is.... Errr... basta, I just don't like this day...

Panpil19- Dang! I was attentive naman but there was a time na medyo lumipad yung brain ko and BOOM! Sir Rommel asked me a quessie... Dayum! Nasagot ko siya, but I believe he was not satisfied so he called another student. Yeeeee.... I felt embarassed. Dami ko pa namang crushes sa class na iyon and for sure turned off sila... haha! Ano ba, ba't ba ko maxadong affected, I do feel na nakalimutan na nila iyon... hehe...

Supposed to be, I'll meet this guy who was introduced to me by my WALANG MAGAWANG highschool classmate: Mr. Dennis Llanzana. You know, I'm not into "textmate-then-eyeball" thing but this BOY rocked my socks... hehe... I think he's a great friend and anyway, he's just 16 years old. HAHA! Di lang natuloy kasi 6:00pm pa siya available and 2:30 yung uwian namin so I just went home...

And ayun, I just got home! Then I openned my PC, checked my mail and I was kinda disappointed because of PBBBFG3's NO ACTIVITY WEEK! Errr... I have lots of available time this week and I'm afraid that baka dumating yung time na busy na ko sa acads and wala na talaga akong time for the game... (wag naman sana!.. hehe).

Well, the day is not yet over. (6:18pm pa lang). I hope something worthy will happen. Whatevzz!!! Errrrr....

Okay! Someone made my day! May SPECIAL someone akong nakausap... know him? hehehe....

Ayun!!! hihihi... KILIG!

Buset! -Rex

Like Gee said, our Smart Bro connection was off the whole weekend! Buset! Weekends na nga lang ako nakakapag-internet nang maayos!!

So there, i wasn't able to visit the blogs of my blogfriends. I also wasn't able to post my Activity to BBK. Ayan tuloy, magkakapenalty pa ako.

Last Saturday, my org had it College Entrance Exam Review (CEER) for Kapampangan 4th Year High School students. I've attended this when i was in 4th year high school, back in 2000. Well, i didn't pay much attention, haha! I didn't think that a day of review would suffice for the 3 years worth of lessons that i was suppose to learn through the years. The only reason i attended CEER was because everyone else was attending. hehe.. After my 1st CEER as a high school student, i would attend CEERs in the next 5 years as a member of UP Aguman, as an organizer. Bu this year, i attended not only as a member but also as the English instructor, haha!

Wala lang, nakakatuwa lang. i just find ironic to be an delayed engineering student would be enough to make me an English instructor. The only English-related item on my credentials when they introduced me was that I'm one of the Top 150 Filipino bloggers around the world, hehe.. infairness, napa-'awww' yung mga bata.. =p

Oops, sh*t

Jamila: Oops, I forgot by posting on my co-vh's diary, which is wrong, My Apology to bbk, and it wont happend again....

Rex: ei BBK! sheet, andami ko kulang na Activity.. hindi ko siya ginawa the whole week last week kasi busy sa ibang bagay. i may be online from time to time but not long enough to write a decent post. weekends ko kasi ginagawa lahat ng exta-co-curricular activites sa internetm, hehe. but unfortunately, the whole weekend na nasa Pampanga ako, sira yung Smart Bro namin. kaya ngayon pa lang ako nakapag-internet (nasa UP Diliman na ako).. anyway, i will post the Johari analysis and Loneliest point in life eklat later today..

bakit nga pala wala akong penalty pts?

Rex blogs: Friendly, intelligent, knowledeable, sensible, organized and trustworthy..

In short, I'm a guy who'll always be stuck in the friends zone, haha!

It's been a month after I set up my Johari window. Actually, I first heard of this 4-window pscyhology concept back in Grade 6 through my religion teacher. And I've had friends who asked me to fill up their own windows. I thought it was cool but I never set up my own. I hated the way some would "force" you to fill up their windows even to the point of spamming the Friendster Bulletin Board about it. But again, I was required to make one for myself because of PBBFG3. Here's my attempt to psychoanalyze myself, haha!

Apparently, unlike the others, I don't have any dominant trait. My top traits are:
1. friendly (44%) - it always surprises me whenever people think I'm friendly. Well, I know that to a certain degree, I am indeed friendly enough, I just didn't think I was friendly enough to be described as friendly. Besides, I grew up always having impressions of being a snub.
2. intelligent (34%) - well, despite my failing grades, I am still intelligent, haha! =p I actually prefer to consider myself wise (24%).
3. knowledgeable (34%) - Encarta Dictionary says this means knowing a great deal: possessing or showing a great deal of knowledge, awareness, or intelligence. "Intelligent" is defined as mentally able: having intelligence, especially to a highly developed degree; sensible or rational: showing or resulting from an ability to think and understand things clearly and logically. I can't differentiate 'knowledgeable' and 'intelligent' myself. But I think it's safe to say that these 2 traits split some votes, hehe.
4. sensible (34%) - different, but fairly similar to intelligent and knowledgeable.
5. organised (31%) - I admit that I do have the tendency to be organized and I blame it on my very mild case of OC Disorder. But the thing is, I also have an equal tendency to be disorganized. And Mama would so agree -- especially when it comes to keeping my room in order, haha!
6. trustworthy (31%) - I'm most flattered by this, hehe. Because trust is something that cannot be solicited or forced. It must be gained.

I consider myself as helpful (10%) but I guess other people see it as being dependable (27%). Halos pareho lang to, diba? Funny how some people consider me as self-assertive (13%) and confident (10%). I checked who ticked these traits, they were the people closest to me -- they do know me well. I think that the Blind Spot window should have 2 panels -- 'other people' should be classified into 2: close friends and mere acquaintances. Hehe, wala lang. I just feel that people who've seen you through the good and bad times provide better insights on your traits.

Arena (known to self and others) helpful, reflective, sentimental, trustworthy, wise, witty

Blind Spot (known only to others) able, accepting, adaptable, bold, caring, cheerful, clever, complex, confident, dependable, dignified, extroverted, friendly, giving, happy, idealistic, independent, ingenious, intelligent, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, modest, observant, organised, powerful, proud, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, silly, spontaneous, warm

Façade (known only to self)

Unknown (known to nobody) brave, calm, energetic, introverted, nervous, patient, quiet, relaxed, shy, sympathetic, tense

All Percentages

able (3%) accepting (3%) adaptable (10%) bold (17%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (6%) cheerful (17%) clever (20%) complex (6%) confident (10%) dependable (27%) dignified (13%) energetic (0%) extroverted (3%) friendly (44%) giving (3%) happy (10%) helpful (10%) idealistic (3%) independent (10%) ingenious (6%) intelligent (34%) introverted (0%) kind (3%) knowledgeable (34%) logical (6%) loving (3%) mature (6%) modest (3%) nervous (0%) observant (13%) organised (31%) patient (0%) powerful (6%) proud (3%) quiet (0%) reflective (3%) relaxed (0%) religious (3%) responsive (13%) searching (3%) self-assertive (13%) self-conscious (6%) sensible (34%) sentimental (13%) shy (0%) silly (6%) spontaneous (13%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (31%) warm (3%) wise (24%) witty (13%)

Description Breakdown (29 people)

fergie thinks: bold, clever, dependable, knowledgeable, sentimental, helpful.
mahel thinks: intelligent, friendly, wise, sensible, happy.
kidjie thinks: intelligent, knowledgeable, wise, responsive, dignified, sensible.
dre thinks: sensible, intelligent, knowledgeable, mature, friendly.
squall thinks: confident, sentimental, trustworthy, wise, witty, adaptable.
melissa m. thinks: dependable, helpful, intelligent, independent, organised, self-assertive.
barbara thinks: friendly, logical, observant, sensible, complex.
cyrille thinks: trustworthy, intelligent, bold, spontaneous, happy, caring.
Jigs thinks: confident, observant, trustworthy, organised, independent, sensible.
juvy thinks: caring, cheerful, witty, friendly, organised.
Maan thinks: self-assertive, loving, self-conscious, dependable, observant, bold.
porshe thinks: dependable, sensible, silly, clever, friendly, giving.
scarlet thinks: wise, self-assertive, sentimental, searching, ingenious, proud.
vhBenj thinks: knowledgeable, responsive, complex, clever, organised.
cherry thinks: cheerful, friendly, intelligent, trustworthy, helpful, knowledgeable.
VHGee thinks: friendly, cheerful, intelligent, powerful, extroverted, sensible.
star thinks: organised, adaptable, dignified, knowledgeable, self-assertive, wise.
macky thinks: trustworthy, idealistic, friendly, mature, intelligent, kind.
:) thinks: responsive, dependable, reflective, trustworthy, sensible, witty.
sai thinks: warm, able, bold, clever, spontaneous.
James thinks: intelligent, knowledgeable, organised, friendly, trustworthy.
jae thinks: friendly, responsive, happy, spontaneous, cheerful, witty.
iki thinks: friendly, intelligent, cheerful, religious, dependable.
pax thinks: dependable, wise, adaptable, organised, friendly.
Dennis thinks: sensible, organised, confident, knowledgeable, spontaneous, ingenious.
VHAnn thinks: dependable, organised, knowledgeable, observant, modest, self-conscious.
hanagata thinks: accepting, independent, sentimental, clever, silly.
butyug thinks: bold, dignified, logical, powerful, trustworthy, wise.
moshi thinks: friendly, dignified, clever, sensible, trustworthy, knowledgeable.

Rex's Dark Age

The only reason I couldn't just end it all is because I don't want to get hurt any furthur.

I was asked to post about the 'loneliest point in my life' in an internet game I'm part of. I didn't have a hard time thinking of the loneliest point of my life. It was easy as it was just recently. But the thing is, I do have qualms about posting it for the whole internet world to see. But heck, I'm required to, so I'll post anyway.

The loneliest point in my life was when I passed just 11 units in a one whole school year -- 4 units from the 1st semester, 7 units from the 2nd semester. You see, it's not about the failing grade for in my 5 years in UP, I'm accustomed to 5.0s. But when these 5.0s came in droves, whoa! Well, I think you get the picture.

If it were just me, I can handle the pangs of my personal failure because I know what really happened. If there's one person who can understand me, it is me. What made me feel so bad was knowing I disappointed my parents. I can still remember the day when my Papa made an overseas call to ask me what happened. I obviously got an enormous amount of overseas sermon. I was quiet the whole call, I just let my father do all the talking because I know that I couldn't offer a valid excuse for my shortcomings.

So what exactly went wrong? Well, of course, I have to blame myself. Having an overload of problems is not a valid excuse. I allowed all the bad things that happened to happen. But what happened to me then? I don't want to reveal the details for fear of being on the receiving end of some people's wrath, hehe.

Let's just say that I had personal problems that hounded me even when I sleep. Apparently, these problems really affected me -- affected me bad enough to make me screw up on other aspects of my life. Anyway, things are way way better now, that's why I don't want to reveal the details, for it might jeopardize my peaceful and civil relations with these people. I worked on my personal problems first the whole summer (of 2006). Because I felt that in order for me to have a clear mind on what to do with my other problems, I had to get rid some toxic clutter in my mind and heart.

As for my acads, well, obviously, I was dismissed from the college. So I had to make an appeal. Worse, I need a new research laboratory where I can do my thesis. My Plan A was to seek the help of Professor A. Unfortunately, she already resigned from the Department so she couldn't help me. Plan B was to ask another professor - Professor B. Again, it didn't work because Professor B couldn't help me because according to him, he can't accommodate me. If I had to choose a loneliest day in the period of Dark Ages in my life, I would choose that day when I learned that I had to make an appeal without any assistance. I felt so bad that I couldn't think of Plan C. I was on bed for almost 20 hours. Plan C was to make an appeal anyway. I thought to myself, "Bahala na si Lord..." I even joked to my friends that if wasn't readmitted, I would enroll at AMACC so that I could have the PBBTE housemates as classmates, haha!

So there, the first half of 2006 were the darkest months of my life. =p It even came to a point when I wanted to die. Hehe, andrama no? The only reason I'm alive today is because I don't have enough courage to commit suicide. Because I knew that in my suicidal moments, I just have to let it all out and eventually, I'd come to my senses and realize how funny and stupid I was for ever thinking of suicide. But it sure didn't prevent me from wishing a comet would fall from the sky and hit me. Haha!

Anyway, a week after, Renaissance came. I was readmitted. Plus, I even had a new research lab! It's like my problems solved themselves one by one. (Thus this blog post).

You're probably thinking, "Ang exag naman nito! Parang bumagsak lang eh, may pa-suicide-suicide pang nalalaman!" My personal problems were nothing compared to the death of a loved one, right? After all, losing a beloved one is one of the most painful experiences you'll have. But then again, in my Dark Ages, I felt like I lost myself. As absurd as it sounds it was a time when I couldn't find a reason to live.

What could've been done... -Ron

Before I start, I just want to warn everyone that I am not trying to be the villain or the bully here! I just say things the way they are!

So I think the game is getting triter and triter! It feels like the same old fantasy game with nothing so remarkable about it! I mean, we have so many inactive players (I am not saying that I am the most active nor the most inactive player here)..

Well guess what, I don't think the VHs do not have enough time to show up and say "Heya everyone! Yo BBK, I am updating my blog and diary!".. I think it's the game that's lacking "somehow"... And I say "some" if not all the players are getting bored!

I am not blaming BBK for having inactive players and an almost boring game. That's a part of hosting online games, isn't it? It couldn't be perfect!

But I just want to let everyone know that something needs to be done or else this game is totally doomed!

Good luck to everyone....

Ron blogs: The day I got really stupid

July 11--- the day has come for me to face the music.. I uttered "Manila here I come!!!".. There came the bus, the driver(of course), other passengers, the trip, the ticket, the fare, the stopovers, the peeing moments, the nap taking and all the usual stuffs taking place in a trip to Manila. From San Carlos to Bayambang to Tarlac to Pampanga to Bulacan to Manila, I saw it all coming!

There was nothing special about this trip but the weather! I didn't feel how hot it is in the lowlands. Why? It was raining! The weather was absolutely enticing and cool. I felt like I was travelling up to Baguio! So I reached my destination about 5 in the afternoon. This place called Camachile was boring as always(lol).. I rode a jeepney to Bayan, Novaliches. I don't care how cheesy it may sound but now I hear people speaking the "real" Tagalog( In Baguio, you hear people speaking Ilokano...in San Carlos, you hear people speaking Pangasinense).. I found myself going with the bandwagon. "Ma..bayad oh!"... Harharhar! In Bayan, Novaliches...I found myself struggling for a search! The search for familiarity. The last time I was in this particular place, I knew everything! The terminal of jeepneys to different barangays and the loading/unloading zones. But then, things have changed. I can't even find the terminal of PUJs to Camarin. So I felt so stupid! Well thank goodness, the policemen came to the rescue! I asked them and got a trustworthy response. I just can't believe, I can be so stupid to be almost lost in a very small place like Bayan, Nova.

Finally I arrived in Caloocan about 7 in the evening, the place where I would stay for the next few days. I came in to my sister's house,put down my baggages,laid down in my bed...and while I was trying to remember all the wonderful memories I had in this house...I felt my eyes closed and then slept!

That was it! Mannn...it was a long day!

No Activity week

There will be no activity for this week. However, blog and diary updates are required. Best updaters will be rewarded.

DAY FORTY-THREE
Kashen blogs: HyPEr reLaY..*winK*

..thank god nagkatime din me mag online kahit sandali lng..gosh..

..start pa lng ng monday tlagang wala na akong time to be in front of pc coz being a leader in a group, lahat ako gagawa then practice again in the pep squad..

..then i have this plan na sumali ng film org.. well im bored na in theatre so ill try naman film stuff..harhar...

.. im really tired now so wala ako maxdong msabi bout my past experiences.. but definitely for sure..!! i missed a lot of stuff in PBBFG.. *sadMode* .. babawi na lng me this wekk if i have the chance pa..

ayt..?!

till here..

..well this week is our prelim exam so after that for sure may time na cguro me..*i wish*

tc olwey guys !! mwah to oL !!

OMG OMG OMG -Gee

Yay! may mga reward and penalty points nah! does it mean na eviction na naman next sun? may next activity pa kaya (para makabawi yung may mga penalty and yung walang reward!)? or kahit bonus points... hehe...

Sorry ah, because honestly, hindi ko po na feel na may activity this week... hmmm... ok, i'll consider na rin yung loneliest moment(na parang nagblog lang ako! hehe)... i'm sorry...

And sa mga ibang VH... HELLOOOOOOOHHHH!!! pls. wake up naman po. I know you're busy pero sana po magparamdam naman po tayo... busy rin naman ako eh, pati yung iba... pero kahit papaano, nakakapag commit parin kami ng time... para san pa po kasi dba na sasali tayo sa isang fantasy game and hindi naman tayo magpaparticipate and makaakpagcommit kahit kaunting time... i'm sorry pero if you want this game to be more exciting... and if you really want to feel that you're in this game, then pls., participate naman kayo jan... hehe... peace!

Hmmmm... hayyy... macky and jinelle has +4 pts. nah! MJ and Charles got +2... Sana may way pa para makabawi sila... wala na po bang Special task?

Hayyyyy... sorry po talaga ah.... if medyo demanding... malapit na kasing mag day 50 and honestly, nabo-bore na po ako sa game... sorry po... baka kasi... iniisip ko na ding... hayyy... sorry!

Reward and Penalty Points

VHs with complete Activity 2 - Johari's Window namely Benj, Gee and Charles are rewarded with -2 points each. Ann gets -1 point reward for her incomplete activity.

Only Jamila, Ann, Gee, Charles, Ron and Benj submitted their Activity 3 - Loneliest Moment. The 5 VHs are rewarded with -2 points each.

Three VHs are penalized with +2 points each for not updating their Diary:
Macky's last update - June 21
Charles's last update - June 27
Jinelle's last update - June 29

Three VHs are penalized with +2 points each for not updating their Blog:
Macky's last update - June 20
Emjheiy's last update - Jun 21
Jinelle's last update - June 29

Emjheiy must create a new blog. Jamila is warned for posting on her co-VH diary.

Might've been Ron's loneliest..he doesn't know

Well to be honest with you, I really had a hard time reminiscing my past memories especially my loneliest! I got twisted before I came up with my own share of sh*t!

So if I let you walk down my memory lane(harhar)...you would see the loneliest me when I was just a kid. Well I was about 8 at that time(I guess).. My parents were fighting. They were yelling and swearing at each other and the bitterest of all, they were hurting each other! How do I know all these? Well I was in there! I witnessed what really happened and I felt so guilty because I didn't do anything to calm them down. Was it because I was weak at that time?! I would say, YES! To continue the story, my father and mother then separated! The worst case scenario was either one or the other SHOULD leave or else! Well my older brothers tried to straighten things out but our parents were just unstoppable! I understand it wasn't really an easy decision for my mother but she told me things were not just working out for the two of them. My mom chose to leave the house. Aaahh, I was a bit of a mommy's boy at that time so I left the house with my mom.

At that time I had a mixed feeling of rage and sob! It was just indescribable! I highly respect my parents but then I can't help it but to blame them for letting life in our so-called home begone! They ruined everything for our family!

So I was the only one who came with my mother... I thought my mother would've been happier to leave. But guess what happened, she was completely down! Again, I felt for her. She was sad and so was I. I tried to persuade my mother but she kept herself isolated from anybody else. Alas, I was so emotional. I could not let this happen to our family. Well I failed to help my mother so I thought maybe I could do something with my father. I went back to our house and talked to my father. I used all my convincing powers to have my dad apologize to mom. I was wrong that I judged my father like an idiot who never cared for his family. So my dad admitted it was his fault and wanted to make it up with my mother.

Questions to be answered:

Why did my parents fight? I can't tell you why.

What did I tell my father that made him admit his mistakes and eventually made it up with my mother? It's for me to know and for you to find out..

Are my parents still together? Oh yes! Their relationship is getting stronger and stronger...